Tears.
Fear.
Silence.
Stark realization of being alone.
Head is on - running through scenarios.
Rain. Snow. Rain. Snow.
Shelter in place.
All the inspiration of last week has evaporated.
Darkness settling in.
Trying to pop it with a pin of my imagination.
This is the time when we rise or fall.
Food
Breakfast: Smoothie
Lunch: Peanut butter toast and berries
Snack: peanuts
Dinner: Fried chicken & pasta
Dessert: three chocolate chip cookies
Note to self - looking at my daily food…there’s a need to make some rather radical changes. None of this looks right.
Rain still
Rain
Tears from the sky
Searing back pain - like no position is comfortable
Cup of chamomile, ice for my back, Tylenol 600mg
Today sucked