Last day of a month that began with fear.
Sick Isabella who is blessedly well (and today rather spastic)
Suspended trip.
An entire month really at home.
Today was meh.
Rain.
Brightly dull gray.
Empty wingspan.
Awoke with pain.
Searing agony.
Restricted movement.
((Mental collapse.))
PT; more PT; more PT
No walk.
No yoga
Fear … hearing the numbers of possible deaths.
Praying my parents, family and friends (and me) will be spared.
Surreal that that’s what this is - still doesn’t seem real.
Still no deliveries.
Yeast as precious as soap, toilet paper, lysol wipes.
Afraid to go to bed but exhausted
Yet falling asleep watching TV so wide awake
Exhausted body
Busy brain
Everything not to let the mind wander.
FOOD
Breakfast: Smoothie
Lunch: Cheese, focaccia, oil dip, blueberries
Dinner: Lasagna, salad, focaccia, oil dip
Dessert: Coconut cake and jellybeans